Poem on Beauty

 "Beauty is Unstraight,
it giggles out from all the phase
Spreading its Space;

Which makes it squiggle,
 just like my mood that runs out in the imaginative space, 

Where its indifferent from you 
&  we find a newly driven pace.
It gives me some space; 

Crossing all the bonds coming from all Seven worlds
, Only then it Shines like 8th Wonder,that we tied in place;

beauty unspaced"

Chit chat talk

 Hello Everyone, 

About me

I am a Polymath. I am a writer, teacher, mentor, Tech enthusiast, IYJ journalist, motivational speaker & Computer Science Engineer. 

I am teaching, high school & undergrad students in academics. I have done about a little over 2 dozen courses in past 3 years including- Programming, AI, Advanced Maths, Diploma in Risk Management, Networking, Security etc..

I have won Maths competitions, i have worked on my 2 Mathematical research papers, done several diy projects and completed few inventions (not in public yet)

I love tech & art both at once. I love to teach people what i know. And spend my time in writing articles & ebooks too.

You can find me easily on Google search just typin "Omkareshwar Jha" there are few of my work that i have done.

I am a reader & an innovator, i like to explore real world exploration and meaning of the things that we learn.

This been one of the most important inspiration why i chose to teach online because i wanna spread Words about meaningful learning which has real world applications & have indepth knowledge so that we can make and work on our own projects which i always inspire everyone to do.

Develop intuition & logical analysis is one of the sharp blades and along with that if you keep Patience & Practice you become master of your world.

Whichever age group you are in "Its the Right time to Start learning" it never makes me feel bored and i bet once you get into it you will never feel alone or bored or not developing instead learning evolves us.

Everytime we learn we learn a Value & it becomes alive in us. Even for the fun you must find sometime to read books, take up some course or class and work on something you like or love.

Not everything require to be use of your formal part of work but your self development will elevate your life and have the Power to Change any situation you're in or you want to be in!!

My other hobbies are travelling & listening music.

See you in learning zone if you wish you can join my courses and other people courses from any and all variety you wish to join.

Take Care & Keep Smiling : )

Tag line of my life: "Never Give Up"

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Engagement

 We all know the power of books. Well i heard that too.

It was a weekend and really it was a Weak end.

I always wanted some fantasies in my life but it never came in. I am lifted up everyday and fall on my bed every night just like a dead man. 

Rosy (my mistress) usually being friendly to me but i never been at ease by life. Life bounce backs is just a quote for me. 

It's a series of continuous starving and failure that took over all my courage and enthusiasm. I am no longer feeling like human too. All my friends grown up and everyone seems changed even i am changed no more fun and excitement about anything in my life. 

It was till one day when i was crossing the street and was looking at the shops and thinking about my life. It's lousy, hectic, awful and lifeless. 

I am left with fake smiles. Work load and weekend travels from my regional office to headquarters which is out of my town it takes around 5 to 7 hours by the train and i just have to give them all the reports and then i return on the same day. 

Haa, its boring life. 

I wanna do something and really want a change but i know its merely just a dream of old man. 

I wanna be old. Yea OLD the idea from which so many people afraid off. 

Atleast i will be able to walk and rest and eat for the sake of it. I never wanted a long life instead i wanna a happy life. Living alone without anyone from years trust me i was not like that but time made me like that.

Again a weekend and i was passing by the street thinking what if my mother was here it might be better i use to talk with her and may get so many well cooked dishes and daily excitement of my life will have some spices but its not possible yet. 

She's a Social worker and is really busy with helping people out well we chat sometimes often in week but still. In that i noticed a new corner is changed around the street and realized that i skipped my street but then On close look i found there is a library and its entrance is so small and appears little dark hidden between two though big buildings that it appears so hidden.

I didn't even remember when was the last time i visited to the library or read something except my office files.

I entered hesitantly and looked towards it and my eyes was stuck on such big book shelves and these many books and books all around. I was lost for a moment and felt like the place is so silent but because of these books there is so much life flowing all around even this low light room that is coming from a window at some about 10 feet above the ground.

It appears that the light is coming from the heaven and making this place alive.

In that a girl wearing beautiful blue dress came down from a wooden stairs in that light and asked me. Do you wanna read a book?

I replied Yes.

Then she started walking and i started moving after her. She said you are looking here and there from a long i think you hardly visit libraries. 

I replied on that i dont get time to read books and visit anywhere i am so busy all the week.

She handed me a book and said i think this is perfect for you. 

On the first look i found myself in confusion but i agreed upon the book. She stamped that book and told me to return this book in 1 week.

I came out of that library and i am holding this book and am smiling at myself i said looking at the book i dont think i will ever be able to read you.

Hmm...

Let's go.

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Skill Presentation

 Well I am very good at it!! But hey waitwhat?

So here is the best blank space left by you. You are good at it but how do I know you are good at it or not. “The key is in expressing the idea of knowing”

Your words are there to speak by their own self it matters little you say it or it is in writing. Anyone who speaks well can write well. There are few things to learn in the process but anyway its easy.

Number 1 Skill expression is to express your skill to right person in Simple & easy to understand language. Practice this and pretend that you have to present your best side!

Your complicated words are good to stuff here and there but with easy to understand sequence. Learn the math to plot it right. Its not that traditional maths I am talking about its about sequencing the things in right manner.

Like in the first meeting I would first like to know your name & then what you do and then how much you are passionate and optimistic about it. How you can serve to the society is an important aspect no matter what you do you can always connect to this point and if you are not sure about it you must look for that. Skill writing is more like an art but in very lucid manner. Ask yourself what brings your interest in that one thing which brings excitement in you. And share it honestly when you’re writing your skills or giving an interview. You can practice that by visualising that all & pretend that you are in an interview facing that skill question. Tech, Art, Science or Design etc.. anything that you work upon know its impact on humanity and try to see its big picture.

Like a chatting site can become helpful for so many people. Well this is a simple one yet very impactful because when 1 million people chat it change every aspect you see it. In Art you sell an idea to someone which touch human emotion. So think on that basis and what a feel good or deep meaning painting can bring depth to someone’s life and now you get the point right.

Skill writing Wins the impact when it attach to what you actually do. And now let me tell you the most interesting one as you read this far.

“Its about engagement” You read this long and it was informative didn’t pretend to bore you or repeat my lines or words and that really makes impact. Stay easy and just write what you have make the person feel like they know you. Its difficult to write first few lines so is the selection to write well.

Start with what they want and slowly switch what you have.

Well that’s the Master Key! And once anyone gets engagement and felt it worthy enough your initiation process is completed successfully. And on the propagation time you can slowly opens up and touch those dimensions always keep in mind that you don’t make it a tutorial.

Instead just touch those dimensions of technical versions without being much technical in your expression or writing. A meeting or an article both are alike it is to put your impression.

Win human nature the skill that you worked will find its expressions out of you in your words. Master your art of expression by being simple & yet effective.

“Practice makes one perfect” So this is perfect point to end my article and you also must find your your golden line for your closing statement. 

Poem in hindi

 Na jaane kon si kosis dohra raha hu, chote se diye se andhero ko dara raha hu.

Hai ghanghor andhera is basti mein, kuch diye dubara jala raha hu. Tel in diyo ka khatam ho jaega, andhra fir roshni ko harayega, diya jal raha h jab tak tel se wo jiyega fir wo loh hi baati ko kha jaega..

Megh garjenge jor se, ho ga soar har aur se.. naachega ye pura chakra dobara fir kisi mor se.

Yu hi man ko bahla raha hu, aaj kuch diyo ko bhujhne se bacha raha hu.. ye jaante hue ki kya hona h fir wohi baat dohra raha hu.. 

faste hue is kaal ke bandhan ko samjhta ja raha hu.. uljhe hue sawalo mein suljhta jaa raha hu.. 

jaanta hu saari ye kahani. 

Hai ye baate sadiyo purani.. fir bhi uljhata ja raha hu..

Fir kon si ab baat rah gai, bas chand kuch mulakaat rah gai wohi din wohi raat rah gai.. Naya kuch nahi tha musafir, jiske liye tu tarse.. tere kadmo ne naapi h kuch he dur tak manjil, abhi toa dekhne ko yaha aur bhi baaki h.

Hosh ki baate kiya naa kar, yaha behoshi hawa mein h.. jahar ki jarurat kaha kisiko yaha ki hawa he kaafi h.

Deception

 On ani-internet chatting site. 

(At mid night)

I was just pondering and opend up a random site without registering i entered and was looking to chat with someone. 

This is my real story you can fake upon.

*Note: You will never be the same again!

 

Me: Hey hi..

Me : How r you?? 

Stranger: hi 

Stranger: im f n u?

Me: I am boy.

Stranger: I am fine. Hau?

… … .. …

..

…. .. … …

(Yes, I am chatting  with a random stranger.)

Me: What is  “hau”?? 

Stranger: Don’t you know?

Me: Actually No.

Stranger: It means “how about you”

Me: Oh IC. I am good.

Stranger: How r you here??

Me: I am just surfing on web. 

Stranger: Strange. 

Me: How you are here by the way my name is Om. What's your?

Stranger: Just roaming here for a random chat. 

Me: Oh cool my friend. 

Stranger: I am not your friend.

Me: hmm.. why??

Stranger: I don’t wanna attach with anyone. Its not safe many times.

Me: Hmm.. you got a point.

Stranger: Lets just talk like stranger call me X.

Me: Well can I ask a question?

Stranger: Yes.

Me: How can I or you can decide that we are not deceived. 

Me: Frauds are real smart. 

.. ….. …. (High ping) … ……

Me: ??

Stranger: Well its safe on internet we have not filled and id or something its just a random chat.

Stranger: And I am that smart that no one can deceive me over here.

Me: Nice confidence. But anyone can be deceived my friend.

Stranger: Haha.. and who can deceive me. Can you?

Me: Maybe.

Stranger: Try it.

Me: Haha.. words r very powerful, my friend.

Stranger: Hmm.. so smart.

Me: Leave this topic lets chat on something else. What r your hobbies??

. …. .(stranger is typing)

Stranger: Swimming, kick boxing, basketball, hangout with my friends.

Stranger: What abt you??

Me: I am a writer. 

Stranger: Cool

Stranger: What do you write?

Me: I try my best to make my words come to life. I enjoy that a lot.

Stranger: Haha nice explanation.

Me: Would you like to listen a real story.

Stranger: hmm..

Me: I promise I will keep it small.

Stranger: Okay.

Me: Shall I began ..

Stranger: Go On.

Me: You have to make a promise you will stick to the last

Stranger: okay; but depends upon your story.

Me: Okay!!

Me: This is the story of a 8 year old boy. Who is very smart and intelligent. Full of curiosity with exceptionally logical and imaginative mind.

His only problem being "He Questions"

Stranger: How can questioning be problem, its good to question.

Me: The same appears to everyone. But not for that kid.

Me: He was a happy kid. But so many times he just get lost in deep thinking.

Me: Like One day, while observing the dripping leak of water from the tap. That tip.. tip. Tip.. tip.. i fell in deep meditation. It was a deep entanglement for the boy. That day he spent 3 hours watching that dripping water. Only then he realised how long he's been watching that.

Me: "The best way to learn is to- become the subject" 

Me: The same is been in that young boy. So natural.. so innocent.

haaaah ( a deep breath)..

(A moment of pause)

Stranger: What's next?

Me: Oh yes.. next hmm.,

Me: From that day he was so sad all the time that happy and smart kid almost forget how to smile. Don't play, don't talk with anyone. He was so popular because of his skills and intelligence crafting in learning anything that everyone wants to talk with him. The day he talks to anyone, it becomes a gossip for weeks in school.

He was not less then a celebrity.

Few of his mates think he's having too much attitude. But its for sure you can have a look at his face its been a year now he never looks like that. 

He's not happy, just always stays alone. Thinking and busy in his own world.

No one exactly knows that what had actually happened.

Even one day his class (Ms.)teacher in a Parent's teacher's meeting said to my mom "your kid is so smart he's very intelligent and catchy he answers everything correctly"

But..

Mom: But what mam??

Teacher: My only complaint is "He's super silent and always into something and never shares what's going in his head"

Me: Looking at me teacher said moreover your kid is a genius just like Albert Einstein.

Me: My face didn't changed a bit.

Me: Even in front of so many parents and mates this boy didn't felt a bit of proud he remained silent. 

Teacher was suspecting but failed to unveil the truth.

Mom: Mam i always tell him to go and play. Talk to your friends and other people's.

Mom: But he never moves and into something i dont understand just lost.

Me: The moment was asking and attempting to ask from the boy. But he was a hard nut and didn't said a bit. 

Me: Teacher wrote super silent kid on his report card. Even she was confused what he is upto. He's genius and having loving and caring parents. But he don't feel happy or even sad. Just always lost into something. 

Me: No one knows what's the problem. He's not having a spek of attitude or ego, he's smiling just a year back then.

His intelligence suddenly grew more intense and he became immensely focused into something, it appears that he's searching for something. But no one knows what? What can be so precious for a 8 year old boy that he even forgot to smile?

.. .... ..(stranger is typing)

Stranger: Its so weird i am not getting this is there anyone stalking at him or something??

Me: No.

Stranger: So what was that??

Me: My friend do you really want to know the truth? 

Stranger: Yes, Ofcourse.

Me: Think again.. because you might not be the same person after knowing this. This might destroy you from inside in vain just like that young boy.

Me: Do you still want to experience the vain of that little boy?

.. ... ...(stranger is typing).,

Stranger: Yes i want to. 

Me: Okay then.

Me: That young boy had a dream that day, when it all was about to start. That dream was so intense that it was no different than a vision one can have with utmost intensity.

Me: He realised in his dream that the world he is living in is already dead. His most loving mom and Dad are no more. No one is alive. He left alone on this dead planet.

Me: He's crying but no one is there to listen. No one..

Me: Only his brain is cooking up the idea of life around him. Just to make his survival possible. People, food, friends, gadgets, parents and everyone is just ideas of his own brain to make him feel life around him. 

Me: He is always silent because he always crying in tears full time from his inside and whenever alone. 

Me: He is intensely focused just to find the answer that why is he alive and why he's brain doing this all with him fooling himself with illusion.

Me: He needs help otherwise he might die.

Stranger: But the world is real. His thinking is wrong.

Me: It is easy to say but really really hard for him to believe.

(A moment of pause)... .. 

Me: It all started because he asked questions and his continue questioning reached to such a level which surpassed all logics and he wanted to know "Who am i" so fundamental but so rare.

Me: He works to find everyday the reason of his survival and always been in vain.

Me: Now you just tell me how can he have attitude, ego or passion or dispassion??

Me: He is in deep pain.

Stranger: Its its.. i dont know what to say.

Me: I told you it might be disturbing.

Me: That's why i hesitated.

Stranger: But how can it be?

Me: I told you its real story.

Me: Do you know who he is?

Stranger: "You"

Me: Right its me.

... ... ... ..... ..

Stranger: Look consider me as your friend and trust me the world is real. Try to see and talk with people and watch other things just dont think about it.

Me: No matter how logical you think you're. I can never get a proof that is the world real or not.

Me: You might said right but just tell me what is the chance that this is not just another trick of my brain to keep me alive and make me forget my vain for a while may be for few more years of lie.

Stranger: No No trust me its not fake. 

Me: My mind is playing tricks with me from years. I am 17 but nothing really changed i wake up everyday with this same fear that one day when i will awake nothing will be here. This not even let me sleep.

Me: I cannot tell you how painful it is.

Stranger: But its not true. See i go out with my friends and live with my happy family. 

Me: I told you my friend its just a waste effort i am sorry but you r just trying to conveince me for the same thing my mind is doing.

Stranger: Look Om its not..

(I interrupted)

Me: See this is the reality i was talking about and i even warned you. Now you're talking the language of my head too. 

Stranger: No.

Me: wait my friend. Let me ask you something. Can i?

...(Stranger is typing)...

Stranger: Yes 

Me: Just for a moment stop convencing me and take a pause. And think about my question and not about my problem.

Can you convence yourself that the world  around you is real. And not just a fake illusion of your head.

Just for a moment think like this.. 

May be i am the one who just is a small piece of your brain who told you the truth. 

"That the world is not real"

Can you now say all those things about feelings, emotions and your hangouts with friends like the same way you told me? 

Ponder upon this for a moment and i wait here for your reply.

.....

.... .,,, .... "a brief silence covered all gaps"

...(Stranger is typing) 

Stranger: But i still think the world is real.

Me: hmm.. good for you my friend. But i am living with this everyday. I can understand how hard it is. 

Me: No matter i am a voice inside you or you're just another trick of my brain. I can never get out of this i am struggling to come out of this.

Stranger: Look om, what you just told me can shake anyone's world.

All i can pray that you found what you're looking for. 

Me: Thanks : )

Me: I am tring to smile in my pain.

Stranger: You can mail me anytime you feel like.

Stranger: abc.,,..@yaghhp.com

Me: Ofcourse she gave me her real email address. And told me her real name that night.

So what do you think about this little conversation. Do you have the dare to ponder upon the question i did. Or dare to accept this challenge?

[I just deceived you]