Deception

 On ani-internet chatting site. 

(At mid night)

I was just pondering and opend up a random site without registering i entered and was looking to chat with someone. 

This is my real story you can fake upon.

*Note: You will never be the same again!

 

Me: Hey hi..

Me : How r you?? 

Stranger: hi 

Stranger: im f n u?

Me: I am boy.

Stranger: I am fine. Hau?

… … .. …

..

…. .. … …

(Yes, I am chatting  with a random stranger.)

Me: What is  “hau”?? 

Stranger: Don’t you know?

Me: Actually No.

Stranger: It means “how about you”

Me: Oh IC. I am good.

Stranger: How r you here??

Me: I am just surfing on web. 

Stranger: Strange. 

Me: How you are here by the way my name is Om. What's your?

Stranger: Just roaming here for a random chat. 

Me: Oh cool my friend. 

Stranger: I am not your friend.

Me: hmm.. why??

Stranger: I don’t wanna attach with anyone. Its not safe many times.

Me: Hmm.. you got a point.

Stranger: Lets just talk like stranger call me X.

Me: Well can I ask a question?

Stranger: Yes.

Me: How can I or you can decide that we are not deceived. 

Me: Frauds are real smart. 

.. ….. …. (High ping) … ……

Me: ??

Stranger: Well its safe on internet we have not filled and id or something its just a random chat.

Stranger: And I am that smart that no one can deceive me over here.

Me: Nice confidence. But anyone can be deceived my friend.

Stranger: Haha.. and who can deceive me. Can you?

Me: Maybe.

Stranger: Try it.

Me: Haha.. words r very powerful, my friend.

Stranger: Hmm.. so smart.

Me: Leave this topic lets chat on something else. What r your hobbies??

. …. .(stranger is typing)

Stranger: Swimming, kick boxing, basketball, hangout with my friends.

Stranger: What abt you??

Me: I am a writer. 

Stranger: Cool

Stranger: What do you write?

Me: I try my best to make my words come to life. I enjoy that a lot.

Stranger: Haha nice explanation.

Me: Would you like to listen a real story.

Stranger: hmm..

Me: I promise I will keep it small.

Stranger: Okay.

Me: Shall I began ..

Stranger: Go On.

Me: You have to make a promise you will stick to the last

Stranger: okay; but depends upon your story.

Me: Okay!!

Me: This is the story of a 8 year old boy. Who is very smart and intelligent. Full of curiosity with exceptionally logical and imaginative mind.

His only problem being "He Questions"

Stranger: How can questioning be problem, its good to question.

Me: The same appears to everyone. But not for that kid.

Me: He was a happy kid. But so many times he just get lost in deep thinking.

Me: Like One day, while observing the dripping leak of water from the tap. That tip.. tip. Tip.. tip.. i fell in deep meditation. It was a deep entanglement for the boy. That day he spent 3 hours watching that dripping water. Only then he realised how long he's been watching that.

Me: "The best way to learn is to- become the subject" 

Me: The same is been in that young boy. So natural.. so innocent.

haaaah ( a deep breath)..

(A moment of pause)

Stranger: What's next?

Me: Oh yes.. next hmm.,

Me: From that day he was so sad all the time that happy and smart kid almost forget how to smile. Don't play, don't talk with anyone. He was so popular because of his skills and intelligence crafting in learning anything that everyone wants to talk with him. The day he talks to anyone, it becomes a gossip for weeks in school.

He was not less then a celebrity.

Few of his mates think he's having too much attitude. But its for sure you can have a look at his face its been a year now he never looks like that. 

He's not happy, just always stays alone. Thinking and busy in his own world.

No one exactly knows that what had actually happened.

Even one day his class (Ms.)teacher in a Parent's teacher's meeting said to my mom "your kid is so smart he's very intelligent and catchy he answers everything correctly"

But..

Mom: But what mam??

Teacher: My only complaint is "He's super silent and always into something and never shares what's going in his head"

Me: Looking at me teacher said moreover your kid is a genius just like Albert Einstein.

Me: My face didn't changed a bit.

Me: Even in front of so many parents and mates this boy didn't felt a bit of proud he remained silent. 

Teacher was suspecting but failed to unveil the truth.

Mom: Mam i always tell him to go and play. Talk to your friends and other people's.

Mom: But he never moves and into something i dont understand just lost.

Me: The moment was asking and attempting to ask from the boy. But he was a hard nut and didn't said a bit. 

Me: Teacher wrote super silent kid on his report card. Even she was confused what he is upto. He's genius and having loving and caring parents. But he don't feel happy or even sad. Just always lost into something. 

Me: No one knows what's the problem. He's not having a spek of attitude or ego, he's smiling just a year back then.

His intelligence suddenly grew more intense and he became immensely focused into something, it appears that he's searching for something. But no one knows what? What can be so precious for a 8 year old boy that he even forgot to smile?

.. .... ..(stranger is typing)

Stranger: Its so weird i am not getting this is there anyone stalking at him or something??

Me: No.

Stranger: So what was that??

Me: My friend do you really want to know the truth? 

Stranger: Yes, Ofcourse.

Me: Think again.. because you might not be the same person after knowing this. This might destroy you from inside in vain just like that young boy.

Me: Do you still want to experience the vain of that little boy?

.. ... ...(stranger is typing).,

Stranger: Yes i want to. 

Me: Okay then.

Me: That young boy had a dream that day, when it all was about to start. That dream was so intense that it was no different than a vision one can have with utmost intensity.

Me: He realised in his dream that the world he is living in is already dead. His most loving mom and Dad are no more. No one is alive. He left alone on this dead planet.

Me: He's crying but no one is there to listen. No one..

Me: Only his brain is cooking up the idea of life around him. Just to make his survival possible. People, food, friends, gadgets, parents and everyone is just ideas of his own brain to make him feel life around him. 

Me: He is always silent because he always crying in tears full time from his inside and whenever alone. 

Me: He is intensely focused just to find the answer that why is he alive and why he's brain doing this all with him fooling himself with illusion.

Me: He needs help otherwise he might die.

Stranger: But the world is real. His thinking is wrong.

Me: It is easy to say but really really hard for him to believe.

(A moment of pause)... .. 

Me: It all started because he asked questions and his continue questioning reached to such a level which surpassed all logics and he wanted to know "Who am i" so fundamental but so rare.

Me: He works to find everyday the reason of his survival and always been in vain.

Me: Now you just tell me how can he have attitude, ego or passion or dispassion??

Me: He is in deep pain.

Stranger: Its its.. i dont know what to say.

Me: I told you it might be disturbing.

Me: That's why i hesitated.

Stranger: But how can it be?

Me: I told you its real story.

Me: Do you know who he is?

Stranger: "You"

Me: Right its me.

... ... ... ..... ..

Stranger: Look consider me as your friend and trust me the world is real. Try to see and talk with people and watch other things just dont think about it.

Me: No matter how logical you think you're. I can never get a proof that is the world real or not.

Me: You might said right but just tell me what is the chance that this is not just another trick of my brain to keep me alive and make me forget my vain for a while may be for few more years of lie.

Stranger: No No trust me its not fake. 

Me: My mind is playing tricks with me from years. I am 17 but nothing really changed i wake up everyday with this same fear that one day when i will awake nothing will be here. This not even let me sleep.

Me: I cannot tell you how painful it is.

Stranger: But its not true. See i go out with my friends and live with my happy family. 

Me: I told you my friend its just a waste effort i am sorry but you r just trying to conveince me for the same thing my mind is doing.

Stranger: Look Om its not..

(I interrupted)

Me: See this is the reality i was talking about and i even warned you. Now you're talking the language of my head too. 

Stranger: No.

Me: wait my friend. Let me ask you something. Can i?

...(Stranger is typing)...

Stranger: Yes 

Me: Just for a moment stop convencing me and take a pause. And think about my question and not about my problem.

Can you convence yourself that the world  around you is real. And not just a fake illusion of your head.

Just for a moment think like this.. 

May be i am the one who just is a small piece of your brain who told you the truth. 

"That the world is not real"

Can you now say all those things about feelings, emotions and your hangouts with friends like the same way you told me? 

Ponder upon this for a moment and i wait here for your reply.

.....

.... .,,, .... "a brief silence covered all gaps"

...(Stranger is typing) 

Stranger: But i still think the world is real.

Me: hmm.. good for you my friend. But i am living with this everyday. I can understand how hard it is. 

Me: No matter i am a voice inside you or you're just another trick of my brain. I can never get out of this i am struggling to come out of this.

Stranger: Look om, what you just told me can shake anyone's world.

All i can pray that you found what you're looking for. 

Me: Thanks : )

Me: I am tring to smile in my pain.

Stranger: You can mail me anytime you feel like.

Stranger: abc.,,..@yaghhp.com

Me: Ofcourse she gave me her real email address. And told me her real name that night.

So what do you think about this little conversation. Do you have the dare to ponder upon the question i did. Or dare to accept this challenge?

[I just deceived you] 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Uncaught Prisoner

(This is the story waiting in dark for you)

A prisoner who spent 40 years in dark cell. But nerver really caught. How?? Stay with this series and you will discover a new dimension to think a new way of life..

"Uncaught Prisoner"

[Episode 5]

Wake up wake up Young boy. Boy asked where am i?

The old voice said you came in my empire young boy. You fell unconcious in the cell.

Oh King, boy said. No ahahaha.. .

"I am not your King but still i am the King".

Why are you here? Boy asked.

A man with long hairs, very eligant personality and tall in height with a great  physique came in front of him. And said you know me as Mystic young boy.

Boy sat on the floor and said oh so you have been caught here. Mystic laughed and said No.

I am never been caught i just stay here.

Boy asked what was that?

Mystic said you tried to read my mind and due to intense sensation present in my head you was captured by my imagination. And that made you unconcious.

But how is this possible boy asked

Mystic : I am the living possibility standing in front of you.

Boy fell in deep thought and asked mystic how he did that?

Mystic then told him a story.

Mystic : Look at that left wall.

It is far from the light and to be happy humans need colors to joy. And i get dark color at night, blue when its about morning from this little pigeon hole. Orange when sun appears in morning and evening, A little Red when its close many times. White when its mid day.

But i am missing one color.

Rest i have all incredients..

Boy asked; what is that?

"Green" the mystic replied.

Its not about colors its about their impact upon your life. Every color is having its own nature.

Green is color of balance it is color of nature itself.

Boy: hmm i also read about this color. 

So what you did for green color? Boy questioned.

Mystic replied i kept my balance!

Young boy asked but how can that happen.

Mystic said look at that left wall it is green in color. Boy questioned how do you know? Its so dark there.

Mystic said it is green. I am living with green for 40 years. Not seen like an odinary person but i know i have green's comfort for my eyes.

Boy again asked - How can you see in dark?

Mystic laughed.

Boy understood ( .. it is the essence of the color and not the color itself.)

To be continue..

Uncaught Prisoner

(This is the story waiting in dark for you)

A prisoner who spent 40 years in dark cell. But nerver really caught. How?? Stay with this series and you will discover a new dimension to think a new way of life..

"Uncaught Prisoner"

[Episode 4]

Sepoy then said.. after that day Our King never slept calmly. He tried his tricks and punishments to make that mystic suffer and tourchered him for first few years but nothing changed. He never felt good.

And What about Mystic young boy asked..??

Sepoy replied he always just laughed and said you can give me pain that i feel and hurt from but you cant make me suffer. 

King slowly became down and became very dry his glorification, victory and everything.. . Nothing at all matter to him anymore neither pleasing he is search of happiness i think.

Years after years passed but nothing changed..

Young boy asked Sepoy then why King didnt asked mystic.

Sepoy replied he tried but failed. Mystic answered that it is me who you have to understand there is the chamber of happiness. 

King became frustrated with all this and remained in vain. Then he saw you in that fest performing with such a confidence and reading minds.

Oh the young boy said, that's why i am called here as a guest so that i can take him out from his 40 years long vain. 

Sepoy nodded in Yes!

Young boy asked Sepoy can i see him in the cell?

Sepoy said you just saw him right..

Boy said yes i did but thats not enough to enter in his mind. 

Sepoy agreed.

(Mystic's cell)

Sepoy opend up the gate. Okay young boy go and hunt the secret now.

Young boy entered in the cell it was dim and hardly light is coming in the cell.

Boy said okay now close the door i will call the guards when i needed to come out. And in that boy turned and saw the old man.. 

Oh no., How could it be?? And fell unconscious.. 

See you in next episode... .

Uncaught Prisoner

(This is the story waiting in dark for you)

A prisoner who spent 40 years in dark cell. But nerver really caught. How?? Stay with this series and you will discover a new dimension to think a new way of life..

"Uncaught Prisoner"

[Episode 3]

The celebration ended after that boy went to the guards and asked to see the list of gifts by prisoners. He was searching for the man who sent blank paper. 

Hey i got it. Hmm, he just asked for a piece of paper nothing complementary with this like a pen or something boy asked guards. Guards replied No he is old and crazy screams and cry and sometimes laugh on. He is gonna mad. 

Okay So he just asked you to pack a piece of paper and sent it as gift from his side. Guards replied Yes. He is doing same thing every year. 

Hmm boy mumered and asked from how many years he was imprisoned. Guards said i dont know may be 30 or more years. 

Boy asked guard to check in details and tell him the exact number of years he spent. 

(Sepoy's entry)

Sepoy: hey boy what are you doing here. 

Boy replied i was just pondering about the guy who sent a piece of paper as gift to the King.., 

Sepoy said Oh so that is what wondering you well he's doing same thing from years he's crazy and imprisoned for life time he stays in a cell big enough with just a single source of light and just two meals everyday. 

Boy said can i see him.

Sepoy agreed. 

Boy and Sepoy went near his cell. Voices were coming along. 

"Louding Oh King!! Yes tell me.. Okay check balance its my rest time dont bother me. Court dismiss., Okay lord hail to your glory... . You may always experience green."

Sepoy laughed and said did you understood a single act of this guy. He's just crazy. 

Boy asked what was his crime?

Well it was a long ago precisely 40 years ago.. 

When our king was 19 years and he fought several victories. And that day this guy came as everybody else to celebrate king's victory. 

He came to the sabha and claimed~ Oh mighty king do you know the essence of your victory?  I am a mystic and i have something that can change your life for forever. 

Our King got curious and asked what do you want to show me? 

This mystic claming person laughed and said i can teach you to be happy in all conditions.

King and sabha members laughed and said Oh so do you think we are not happy? 

Mystic said No you're not. King became angry on his rude. And said what on the earth i dont have?

Mystic said you dont know the source of happiness. King became very angry and his mood was spoiled and ordered guards to imprison him and dont let him come out and give only two meals everyday. Unless he beg and ask for mercy let him suffer in the cell only then he will understand that a true king having all luxurious he wish. 

Mystic laughed and said i know the source of happiness you can't make me suffer ahahahah...

Uncaught prisoner

 (This is the story waiting in dark for you)

A prisoner who spent 40 years in dark cell. But nerver really caught. How?? Stay with this series and you will discover a new dimension to think a new way of life..

"Uncaught Prisoner"

[Episode 2]

[2]

(Palace)

Boy was amazed with the luxuries and was wondering about the life of King.

In that king entered in his room.

(Boy) Hello Sir you have an amazing palace and an amazing luxurious life. (King) smiled and said young boy you know i became King when i was 17. (Boy) That's pretty much young.

 (King) Yes. And all the luxuries you are talking about is only showoff.. At the age of 8 i learnt the warrior skills, at 13 i fought my first battle and at 16 i mastered all the admisinstrative subjects relating to Finance, Maths, Accounts, Defence, Literature and all.. you can be curious but being a true king means wearing the crown of throns. 

(Boy was listening to King and was wondering about all the struggles he faced in the journey. The time we call childhood was never being in his entire life time) 

(King)  where have you lost young One. Haha now i am sure these luxurious are paid off right.

Boy nodded in Yes.

(Boy) we chated for couple of hours and king was telling me His battle and life and struggles from 40 years. Without any leave. With all due his respect i didnt said but i think he was lost talking to me.

(King) Its too late young boy now have some rest we meet tomorrow in the sabha. 

(Boy) Okay sir have a good night sleep. 

(King left from the room)

(Boy) Oh gosh how diciplined he is. I was thinking he forget that its late but he was actually aware of time and went to sleep without a single moment of delay. Wow this is the true King. What a level of discipline.. 

Next morning (At Sabha)

The king is about to arrive and everyone was carring a present. (Boy asked a Sepoy) Hey sir is there anything special today?? Sepoy replied: Dont you know today is King's birthday. 

(Arrival of King) 

[Music started]

We wish you a very Happy birthday. You are getting younger everyday. Oh my King lord of this Kingdom we wish you a very Happy birthday.. . 

The song was long but i dont wish to make you sleep., so let's proceed.

(Minister)

Oh dear King you may live long. Sir can we now show you presents our prisoners sent for you? 

(King) 

Nodded in Yes.

(Minister)

Bring all gifts to the king.

It's a ritual where our King gives freedom to One prisoner whose gift he likes most.

(Boy) Oh that's a little weird. 

Gifts started showing off and in front of king along with the name of prisoner who sent that gift. King saw Crown, Sword, Gold, Flowers, Garments and in that something weird came a piece of blank paper. King ignored it. And they further proceded. 

But the boy got curious he went near the gift's list and saw the name of prisoner who sent just a piece of paper. Not even a pen just a little piece of paper. But Why?? Someone wants to miss such an amazing opportunity for freedom?? 

See you with the 3rd part soon.

Uncaught Prisoner

(This is the story waiting in dark for you)

A prisoner who spent 40 years in dark cell. But nerver really caught. How?? Stay with this series and you will discover a new dimension to think a new way of life..

"Uncaught Prisoner"

You a dirty trash bag.. (kicked by sepoy)
Aah (hurt)..  put these garbage to the cell. (Thrown like a stone by guards in the cell).

Yes its me!

(Market)
In this market so many jewellery stores are there can you read the face and see whats inside their heads.. Asked by subedaar; the boy in that said you know i never betray anyone by my skills.

Hmm.. (subedaar) then said so what are you doing in this market i am gonna kill you. You're surly an agent of our enemies..
Boy smiled and said i know your intentions my lord you just want to check my skills and you are about to take your swords up in that two more who are sitting back and acting like shopkeeper will catch me from behind and you willing to create a drama so that i say atleast something.. (after a pause ) you're smart sir. But you now already tested me no need for this drama..
Let's get back to Palace!!

Palace: In king's hall~

(king) So young boy tell me whats the best punishment for any crime??
Boy stood up from the malak and respectfully downed his head and said my lord there is no best punishment that do exist.. 

Unless the criminal not accepted from his soul about his guilt no one can actually punish him.. No matter his state where he's thrown but he can still have plenty of his ideas that he's right., and unless the guilt is there he's not really getting punished..
(King) but what about physical punishment??

Boy replied my lord pain is having its own limitations it cant exceed the limit of tolerance when it try the person die from that before.

(King) hmm..
The court is dismissed.
Be my guest for a day boy..

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Stay tuned for part 2 where this will gonna be real nail bittening intensity of living will bang you.. 

(I will publish twice a week so stay with reading)

[Episode 2] 

https://omkareshwar9713.blogspot.com/2020/09/uncaught-prisoner_26.html

Poem

Hi dear friends, 

I wrote this poem in Hindi will soon come up with english too.. 

Ab itni silwate h nigaho mein sab dhundla sa najar aata h.. soar toa charo tarf h par insan kam he najar aata h.. uthati h har aawaj kuch bolne he ko sunne walo,.

Ye dalil h wakt ki khamosh na rahna tum; ye baazar h logo ka yaha har insaan becha jata h..,

 kaha se laaya jaae wo jigar jismein dar na ho, kaha se laaya jaae wo jigar jismein dar na ho, 

yaha toa khoon ko bhi paani batya jata h.. hum dhundne chale h jis khaab ko usse yaha majboori batakar chipaya jata h.., sitaaro ko sab pata h (2).,'. 

Ki kaise andhero ko mitaya jata h.., roshni apna wajood kaise dhunde yaha andhero ko roshni bataya jaata h.,., uljhe hue dhage h itne kashmakash k, 

aao seekhe ki kasie in se bistar banaya jata h..,.. haalat jab na sambhalte ho tab kaise un haalato mein sambhala jata h..., 

jaise pahli bund ka astitva khatam hona h nischit garm bhumi par, par barsaat ke aane ka sandesh wohi se aata h..,

 bhuli hui yaado ko khojne chala tha.,. Kaha ab aaj ki yaado mein raha jaata h... khoya hua mujhe pasand h jise khoje bina kaha raha jaata h..

 ummedo ke pahredar se kah do  char dino ki baat h itne mein he toa gujra wakt aata h..,