Will power

I faced very up side down in few months It's really hard to overcome all these things. It was taken a long time i learned so many different things and involved in few small courses to make my self involved and completely forget everything but as i read somewhere that you can hide your self but not your talent. I have my talent in Mathematics and Physics is something that lives in me. In the past year i was rejected in an entrance exam but now i discovered that i was not completely responsible for that. I faced a surgery on my head in my high school that is taken as the most crucial time for any student as from career prospect. I stayed in the bed for 1 and 1/2 month. When i reached to the school they knew what i faced but when i gone to school my class teacher knew that but he didn't came that day when i gone school after that much long time. principal checked attendance that day and of course  i have lack in that he called me in his office and said you are not allowed to attend school any more we will give you your school leaving certificate tomorrow without listening to any of my word he said no you can go to your home. I knew that there is some misunderstanding and my class teacher and father will handle that but for that moment i was ordered to leave school. When i came out from school it appears to me as nothing is left to happen i decided never to attend school. That day i was in complete vain by the society. I never appretiated the education system either. I spend few days  my coaching teacher and my maths teacher really appretiated me and then i stand of my feet but that consistence of fear and being hopeless made a topper to a looser. I thought nothing can be done by me goodly i was in such a state of mind that if i completed 50 questions in 55 or 60 so i was just looking for that 5 or 10 not the 50 i done that can easily help me to secure good university. But as i said state of mind. May be it happens as you change your school in high school 11th class. And until that time you are appretiated as a good student and your mathematics teacher called you Einstein in front of your mother in P.T.M . You start working hard and sometimes when face something like that completely break you from inside. When i gave my entrance exam i was in fear and that was the only reason of my rejection. I spent a lot of time in depression but slowly as time never stops i started reading positive thoughts and geeta and read about the persons with full of positivity and by the support of my parents i got out from that but this is the time i have to decide that i have to do. I decided to overcome my fear it doesn't matter i in or loose but i know one thing now a thought of Swami Vivekananda "Arise Awake Don't stop until the goal is not reached" And i also counted my work story that i worked really hard and achieved what i want to learn and also topped many times. Now i am going to fill the form. And i need all your best wishes and i decided to work and  learn as i can never loose what i learn . Friends i shared my life's small scene with you as because it all started with a dream of today's morning that when my teacher called me Einstein in front of my mother. May the will power will help you. 

Keep smiling and never loose the hope.